Gave it a shot. Lasted a while. Stayed optimistic. Saved a little cash along the way. Got rid of that pesky coughing fit in the shower (ok, that never really happened, but I needed to make it sound more dramatic).
I caved.
Funny thing though... everyone is now breathing a collective sigh of relief. WTF? (They want me to die???). Even my doctor said it was probably better that I resumed my smoking, rather than attempt to quit again right away (due to stuff).
So, yeah, I feel guilty and junk. Sorta sad too. But at the same time, it is much like being re-united with a good friend. At first, a little awkward, then, after some getting used to, falling right back into that same old routine. Ya know?
I @#$% hate smoking!
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